Sunday, August 1, 2010

Down the Rabbit Hole

So this is nothing more than the rantings of a foolish girl who has just been swept away, but...
Wow.
This does not happen.
I am not that girl!
I hate dates. I hate dating. I hate the awkward phase and the shoddy conversation. I hate the lingering expectations. I hate waiting for the inevitable reversal of interest.
And yet, here I stand, absolutely GIDDY about a new prospect.
Wtf??!?!?! Who am I???!?
This does not happen!
I find myself replaying events in my head throughout the day. Telling the stories to anyone who will listen. I find a way to bring it up in every conversation, and then still have the nerve to smile about it as if it has caught me off guard.
I'm literally searching for every opportunity I can find to spend time w/ him. It's all I want to do anymore!
Gracious goodness - where is my head?
Whatever comes from this situation, at least I had this.