So not a lotta newness happening at the moment.
Just been a while since I put some thoughts down on paper (screen?) and thought I'd better get to it before they escape me forever.
Went into self preservation/self sabotage/lazy mode recently and severed ties w/ a new potential.
Although, didn't really like him to begin w/, so no harm no foul.
Also, newly introduced to chicken sh*t mode, since at the suggestion of friends, been debating whether or not to make a play for an oldie but goody.
Subconsciously leaning toward no.
Want to, but no guts.
No glory :S
On the other hand. rocking like the Stones at school. Grades are great! On top of shish.
Lovin' this.
Trying to get everything else together.
Trying to get on this fitness thing.
Running, TRYING to eat better.
(Junk food's just so damn good!)
Trying to get a place for Luke and I.
Need to get out of my parent's house. Love them to death and sooo grateful they are here to help out, but it's time to be a big girl.
LOL.
Ugh. As I'm staring intently at oldie but goody, my resolve to fully sink into the corner and never put myself out there is strengthened.
Ugh. It's messy.
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